Looking at the sea again
Tides they rise and fall and then they rise again
My love floats like a feather in the wind
Catch me if you can, just catch me
And I don’t know just what
I’d do if you found your way back through
I’m clearing all the cobwebs that we weave
Making room for you and me
There’s a road to my heart
Follow signs to the right
When you see all the lights
Glowing bright inside the dark you know you’ve found me
Looking at the cityscape
Tiny little bubbles sparkling in the night I don’t think its ever too late
To cut the ties that bind us to our lies
And I don’t even know just what I’d say
If you found your way back I’m clearing all the cobwebs that we make
Wishing for you to stay
There’s a road to my heart
Follow signs to the right
When you see all the lights
Glowing bright inside the dark you know you’ve found me
Looking at the sea again
Tides they rise and fall and then they rise again
My love floats like a feather in the wind
Catch me if you can, just catch me
Wow I just came across this picture on facebook(fb) taken by a sister. I love the colour so much that I wish I were there. I love the peace and subtleness there. One of my friends said I am the queen of subtleness. Hahahaha what do you think? I don't know how people feel about me. I just know I am a sophisticated woman. Even I do not know myself sometimes hahaha. Yeah I am still a child, ain't I? Another friend said to me last night that he and his friends said I must be lying about my age. In every aspect of me I am a very young woman except my maturity. Well I told him maybe it is in my genes and I keep having a child heart even after having been getting through all the turmoils in life. I still dream and I believe in love. After all if you just live a life without dreaming a better one, there will no meaning in life. Frankly speaking, my new journey started two years ago when I started getting online having friends. Yet you can imagine how inexperienced I was and I met many scammers who always come in a pattern which enables me to smell their shit from miles away now lol. One thing important to bear in mind is not to let them think you are seeking which definitely makes you a target. You need to see the very truth in their conversation and storyline and do not disclose any personal information. You need to be in particular alert to people asking for money as there is no way asking for financial help to a friend met online who have no idea of who he really are from a distance. No matter how convincing their stories, you have no way to prove it. Besides you really need to think. Have you ever been asked to help a friend in money terms? Why now? Why him? Take a step back and you can definitely see the truth. Wow what am I doing hahaha I should be enjoying this wonderful scene. Why subtleness lead me to scammer lol? Well maybe subtleness is my weakness that what they think and they wanted to take advantage of me. Yet just as a coin having two sides. My subtleness can be worked in my advantage. In the deepest calm of my being, I accept and surrender to the very truth on earth. Life is just an experience. No matter good or bad, I am at peace.Nothing can bring me down. I am the most powerful being and I do not allow anyone to hurt me or me hurting anyone. Everything is in absolute harmony and balance. Breathe and enjoy an awesome beautiful day full of deep inner peace and subtle love my friends...
In a world full of chaos, greed, selfishness, cruelty... that you may see in the dark side, there are always compassion, kindness, perseverance, hope... in the light. And one thing you must hold tight is hope which can never be stopped and give you the greatest strength to dance through all the turmoils in life. May your day be blissfully filled with love and wonders of life in God's grace and love. Be hopeful and joyful! Happy Sunday! Lots of love and peace to you and yours always...
Today I got online and accidentally I saw this post shared by a lady friend as "Sad but true".
I think don't be sad for that. It may seem true. Yet it is all about thought and feeling. When you love someone, it hurts when you are not loved back the same way. Take a step back and think why you feel hurt with pain the most. Quiet is good so that you can think and reflect. Can you do even better and transform yourself? Let it be and embrace with love unconditionally. In time you will see how powerful true love can be. The funny thing is all about thought. I love what my friend said if you think it is a problem, it is a problem. I will say it further, if you think someone is fighting, you are fighting. So accept and surrender. Let it flow. Everything will be just fine as it is. Change your thought, change your life.
I was quiet today both on facebook and here. I talked to a friend yesterday about my divorce decision on which he has his view for setting up good examples for my children. However, he does not understand the whole situation and has not taken into consideration of all the factors. We may analyse the situation on a lot of rationale but there is no absolute right or wrong on any matter or situation. Normally you decide something impulsively upon your emotion or make the best choices upon the circumstances. How can one say what is right and what is wrong. We can only say we understand how or why one make such choices. Many people asked me why now, why not earlier. I can simply answer the question and there must be a reason for everything to happen. It is happening right now and only this matter. It is only at this point in my life that I want to think it seriously and to correct the wrong. It is just why not. We always fear about the future, about the impact on the others but can we just be true to ourselves one time in our life. Honestly, I understand how people compromise for a better life and that is their choices. For me, I hope I can give myself a chance to find true love that can make me sacrifice everything again. Someone I can fall in love everyday once again. I just realized that it is what I have done all along in the marriage making lots of sacrifice but I did not get the love I have longed for. I loved but not anymore. After years of disappointment and feeling of emptiness, I want to let go the past and have a new life. Staying here in England with my kids is an opportunity and my husband's big ego and unstable emotion make him pushing forward the divorce and I will accept it peacefully. It is hard for me to live on my own but no one knows what the future unfolds. Tomorrow is a better day. I will just follow my heart. I think for the time being I will find a job and experience the world. I am blessed, loved and grateful. Have faith and God is in me. Through Him I am unlimited and powerful. Everything is possible... Apart from these, I am focusing my life on: self improvement, awakening and self healing. Here below are some inspiring videos by Gregg Braden's:
