Friday, 5 July 2013

My Truth

I was quiet today both on facebook and here. I talked to a friend yesterday about my divorce decision on which he has his view for setting up good examples for my children. However, he does not understand the whole situation and has not taken into consideration of all the factors. We may analyse the situation on a lot of rationale but there is no absolute right or wrong on any matter or situation. Normally you decide something impulsively upon your emotion or make the best choices upon the circumstances. How can one say what is right and what is wrong. We can only say we understand how or why one make such choices. Many people asked me why now, why not earlier. I can simply answer the question and there must be a reason for everything to happen. It is happening right now and only this matter. It is only at this point in my life that I want to think it seriously and to correct the wrong. It is just why not. We always fear about the future, about the impact on the others but can we just be true to ourselves one time in our life. Honestly, I understand how people compromise for a better life and that is their choices. For me, I hope I can give myself a chance to find true love that can make me sacrifice everything again. Someone I can fall in love everyday once again. I just realized that it is what I have done all along in the marriage making lots of sacrifice but I did not get the love I have longed for. I loved but not anymore.  After years of disappointment and feeling of emptiness, I want to let go the past and have a new life. Staying here in England with my kids is an opportunity and my husband's big ego and unstable emotion make him pushing forward the divorce and I will accept it peacefully. It is hard for me to live on my own but no one knows what the future unfolds. Tomorrow is a better day. I will just follow my heart. I think for the time being I will find a job and experience the world. I am blessed, loved and grateful. Have faith and God is in me. Through Him I am unlimited and powerful. Everything is possible... Apart from these, I am focusing my life  on: self improvement, awakening and self healing. Here below are some inspiring videos by Gregg Braden's:







Thursday, 4 July 2013

♥Dream And Soar Shine Shine Shine♥


"May your soul soar on the
wings of a dove in flight"
- Debbie Crabtree

♥Dream And Soar Shine Shine Shine♥

Dream and soar
Smile and shine
Hand in hand
Side by side
One in all
All in one
Love and peace
Peace and love
You and I
I and you
Let love reign
Let peace reign
Dream and soar
Smile and shine
Shine shine shine
- Kioshi Einjeru QA©04 July, 2013
♥^-^♥ Love, Light and Peace ♥^-^♥

♥Shine Your Way♥

Thank you for shinning bright on my path, I am grateful for all your beautiful presence in my journey on earth. God bless all my beloved. We are One...Namaste♥

♥Shine Your Way♥
Sung by Owl City Ft. Yuna


Just before the dawn,
When the light’s still gone,
Shine, shine your way,
And you may not know, where to go,
Shine, shine your way

Open road but it’s still dark,
Build a fire from a spark,
And shine, shine your way,
Feed the feeling in your heart,
Don’t conceal it then you’ll start,
To find, find your way

No one can stop, what has begun,
You must believe when I say

All of your tears will dry faster in the sun,
Starting today,
Shine, shine, shine,
Shine your way

There’s an open sky,
And a reason why,
You shine, shine your way,
There’s so much to learn,
And now it’s your turn,
To shine, shine your way

There’s a feeling deep inside,
You can let it be your guide,
To find, find your way,
And there’s no time for us to waste,
Got to take a leap of faith,
And fly, fly away

Don’t have to walk,
Now you can run,
Nothing can get in your way

All of your tears will dry faster in the sun,
Starting today,
Shine, shine, shine,
Shine your way

Morning is breaking,
Darkness is fading,
We found a way to the light,
It’s such a beautiful sight

Any time, anywhere,
Turn around and I’ll be there,
To shine, shine your way

Like a star burning bright,
Lighting up the darkest night,
I’ll shine, shine your way

Now I can see,
You are the one,
Sent here to show me the way

All of your tears will dry faster in the sun,
Starting today,
Shine, shine, shine,
We’re on our way,
Shine, shine, shine,
That’s what we say,
Shine, shine, shine,
Shine your way

There’s a reason why
You shine, shine your way

All of our tears will dry faster in the sun
Shine your way

Smile and Shine (((^-^)))
Kioshi Einjeru QA©04 July, 2013
♥^-^♥ Love, Light and Peace ♥^-^♥


Wednesday, 3 July 2013

I Love The Way You Love Me

Good morning dear all, it is a beautiful day and I just read the good messages from my divorce husband sent before midnight of my Monday after the mess he made. He came to his senses to choose love rather than hate. Well I just wait and see as it is no easy thing to do when he feels alone and attached to the past without seeking peace from within. I have not replied a word. I think silence is gold. He has to walk his journey though painful but it is a much better place which he just don't see. I do not know what the future holds. I will follow my heart. Tomorrow is a better day. Have faith, be blessed, be loved and be grateful. Love and blessings...God bless Namaste

Just want to share a beautiful song just found in my old facebook cover:

♥I Love The Way You Love Me♥
sung by Boyzone


I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

CHORUS

(Listen to me now..)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

Tuesday, 2 July 2013

♥Sleepsong♥

A beautiful song to sing you to a fascinating dreamland with angels watching over you...Goodnight (((^-^))))

♥Sleepsong♥
Sung by Secret Garden


Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby
Back to the years of loo-li lai-lay
And I'll sing you to sleep and I'll sing you tomorrow
Bless you with love for the road that you go

May you sail far to the far fields of fortune
With diamonds and pearls at your head and your feet
And may you need never to banish misfortune
May you find kindness in all that you meet

[Chorus:]
May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay

May you bring love and may you bring happiness
Be loved in return to the end of your days
Now fall off to sleep, I'm not meaning to keep you
I'll just sit for a while and sing loo-li, lai-lay

[Chorus]

Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay...

Let Love Reign


I had some trouble days. My facebook personal account and my page, my friends inbox was spammed by nasty messages just because my nasty husband not being able to coped with the divorce. He stalked my personal account and used fake accounts to spam nasty messages to me and my friends inbox and openly on my page. I had a bad time. He came to his senses today. You cannot imagine my twenty years of marriage life with such a person who has no control over his anger and his big ego. Anyway I have been through so much and are speechless now. When I came across this song today in my facebook group "One United Nation For the Great Earth Peace", I am so touched and in tears...May God bless us all and let Love reign...


Here we are once again holding hands in a circle
and the love that we share shinning out all over the world.
Here we are once again holding hands in a circle
with the love that we share shinning out all over the world.
...
Let love reign, let it reign, Let love reign all over the world
Let love reign, let it reign, Let love reign all over the world
Let peace reign, let it reign, let peace reign all over the world
Let peace reign, let it reign, let peace reign all over the world
Let love reign, let it reign, Let love reign all over the world
Let love reign, let it reign, Let love reign all over the world
Let peace reign, let it reign, let peace reign all over the world
Let peace reign, let it reign, let peace reign all over the world
...

Freedom freedom freedom...

Monday, 1 July 2013

♥I Had A Dream♥

♥I Had A Dream♥ the Peace video By Kosi


Film footage: Louie Schwartzberg.
Music: Theme from Peaceful Warrior by Bennett Salvay
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I dreamed I met…
an Angel of God.

Not sure what to say…
I asked, “Do you have time for a question?”
The Angel smiled.
“I don’t have any time…
all I have is Now.”

I smiled and asked…
“What amazes you most about humans?”
The Angel replied.

“You long for Peace…
and are at war with yourself.”

“You seek Freedom…
and you are already Free.”

“You look for Love…
and you are Love itself.”

“You are afraid to open your heart…
and your Heart is Always Open.”

“You fear death…
and you are Eternal Life.”

The Angel held my hand
and we were silent for awhile.

Then the Angel looked deep in my eyes…
and whispered these secrets…

“When you stop the war inside…
you are the Peace outside.”

“When you fully open to your fear…
you can see fear is simply Energy.”

“When you meet death fully…
you will see you are the Life.”

“When you are naked to yourself…
you are Free to Be Yourself.”

“Look deep within your Heart…
and you will see YOU ARE LOVE.”

“Forgive yourself so completely…
your very presence Forgives.”

“Live this moment so fully…
you are Free as Freedom itself.”

”Love yourself so deeply…
when you see another…
you see God.”

Overwhelmed with Love…
I whispered, “I am so deeply Grateful.”

“Is there anything else you’d like to say before you go?”

The Angel smiled.

“All I have is Now…
And Now is ALWAYS here.”

“Peace is…
Alive within You.”

“You are Silence Supreme.”

“This Silence is…
Peace on Earth.”

“This is the End…
and the Beginning.”

Peace.

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Transcription sourced from http://blog.berniefloresca.com/